{"id":4905,"date":"2009-03-09T08:09:34","date_gmt":"2009-03-09T07:09:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=4905"},"modified":"2009-03-09T08:11:47","modified_gmt":"2009-03-09T07:11:47","slug":"den-svara-varen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=4905","title":{"rendered":"Den sv\u00e5ra v\u00e5ren"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Idag \u00e4r jag inte riktigt ”in the mood”. Visst \u00e4r det m\u00e4rkligt att man kan sitta s\u00e5 h\u00e4r vid PC:n och pl\u00f6tsligt rinner bara t\u00e5rarna. Allt det sv\u00e5ra v\u00e4ller bara fram. Fast man trodde man hade kontroll.
\nH\u00e4r en fantastiskt fin dikt av Karin Boye<\/strong>:<\/p>\n

Ja visst g\u00f6r det ont n\u00e4r knoppar brister.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Varf\u00f6r skulle annars v\u00e5ren tveka?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Varf\u00f6r skulle all v\u00e5r heta l\u00e4ngtan <\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

bindas i det frusna bitterbleka?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u00f6ljet var ju knoppen hela vintern.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Vad \u00e4r det f\u00f6r nytt, som t\u00e4r och spr\u00e4nger?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ja visst g\u00f6r det ont n\u00e4r knoppar brister,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

ont f\u00f6r det som v\u00e4xer<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

och det som st\u00e4nger.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ja nog \u00e4r det sv\u00e5rt n\u00e4r droppar faller.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sk\u00e4lvande av \u00e4ngslan tungt de h\u00e4nger,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

klamrar sig vid kvisten, sv\u00e4ller, glider\u00a0 –<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

tyngden drar dem ner\u00e5t, hur de kl\u00e4nger.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sv\u00e5rt att vara oviss, r\u00e4dd och delad,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

sv\u00e5rt att k\u00e4nna djupet dra och kalla,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00e4nd\u00e5 sitta kvar och bara darra\u00a0 –<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

sv\u00e5rt att vilja stanna<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

och vilja falla.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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D\u00e5, n\u00e4r det \u00e4r v\u00e4rst och inget hj\u00e4lper,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Brister som i jubel tr\u00e4dets knoppar.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00e5, n\u00e4r ingen r\u00e4dsla l\u00e4ngre h\u00e5ller,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

faller i ett glitter kvistens droppar<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

gl\u00f6mmer att de skr\u00e4mdes av det nya<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

gl\u00f6mmer att de \u00e4ngslades f\u00f6r f\u00e4rden\u00a0 –<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

k\u00e4nner en sekund sin st\u00f6rsta trygghet,<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

vilar i den tillit<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

som skapar v\u00e4rlden.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n


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Visst \u00e4r orden fina, s\u00e4ger s\u00e5 mycket – om allt.<\/p>\n

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Fotot \u00e4r fr\u00e5n min g\u00e5rd, v\u00e5ren f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret.<\/p>\n

Avslutar denna blogg med veckans visdomsord:<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

V\u00c4NSKAP \u00c4R EN SJ\u00c4L SOM TAGIT BOSTAD I TV\u00c5 KROPPAR
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