{"id":11783,"date":"2010-06-29T05:58:43","date_gmt":"2010-06-29T04:58:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=11783"},"modified":"2010-06-29T05:58:43","modified_gmt":"2010-06-29T04:58:43","slug":"dikter-till-trost","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=11783","title":{"rendered":"Dikter till tr\u00f6st&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a rel=\"attachment wp-att-11784\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=11784\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-11784\" title=\"M\u00f6rk himmel p\u00e5 t\u00e5gv\u00e4g fr\u00e5n K\u00f6ping 19 juni 2010\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/M\u00f6rk-himmel-p\u00e5-t\u00e5gv\u00e4g-fr\u00e5n-K\u00f6ping-19-juni-2010-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a> Dikterna till tr\u00f6st &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>var finns dom?<\/p>\n<p>Orden som stillar min oro,<\/p>\n<p>meningarna som bildar ett skyddande t\u00e4cke runt mitt hj\u00e4rta,<\/p>\n<p>tankarna som ger min sargade sj\u00e4l ro?<\/p>\n<p>Inte vet jag. Inte hittar jag dom. Inte finns dom d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag beh\u00f6ver. <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-11785\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=11785\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-11785\" title=\"Pion du underbara\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Pion-du-underbara-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"90\" height=\"90\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Molv\u00e4rken i min mage. Det stressade hj\u00e4rtat i min kropp. Hur f\u00e5r jag ro?<\/p>\n<p>N\u00e4r bilderna laddas upp tar jag ett djupt andetag, blundar, st\u00e4nger d\u00f6rrarna till \u00f6gonens t\u00e5rkanaler. Inte gr\u00e5ta nu. Inte gr\u00e5ta igen.<\/p>\n<p>Sorgen krigar mot hoppet i min kropp. Ilskan sl\u00e5ss besinningsl\u00f6st mot f\u00f6rnuftet, rationaliteten, de f\u00f6rnuftiga klarsynta tankarna.<\/p>\n<p><a rel=\"attachment wp-att-11786\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=11786\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-11786\" title=\"Mitt \u00e4lsklingsf\u00f6nster med kaprifol\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Mitt-\u00e4lsklingsf\u00f6nster-med-kaprifol-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"135\" height=\"180\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Mitt-\u00e4lsklingsf\u00f6nster-med-kaprifol-225x300.jpg 225w, http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Mitt-\u00e4lsklingsf\u00f6nster-med-kaprifol-768x1024.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 135px) 100vw, 135px\" \/><\/a> Hur kan m\u00e4nniskor g\u00f6ra varandra s\u00e5 illa? Hur kan lycka f\u00f6rvandlas till olycka &#8211; k\u00e4rlek till hat &#8211; hopp till bitterhet? Vi lever en\u00a0 mycket begr\u00e4nsad tid h\u00e4r p\u00e5 jorden &#8211; varf\u00f6r f\u00f6rst\u00f6ra, f\u00f6rg\u00f6ra, f\u00f6rbruka allt? <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-11787\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=11787\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-11787\" title=\"Smultron tv\u00e5\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Smultron-tv\u00e5-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"90\" height=\"90\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dikterna till tr\u00f6st &#8211; var finns dom? <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-11788\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=11788\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-11788\" title=\"Solo \u00f6ver taken\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/06\/Solo-\u00f6ver-taken-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"120\" height=\"120\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dikterna till tr\u00f6st &#8211; var finns dom? Orden som stillar min oro, meningarna som bildar ett skyddande t\u00e4cke runt mitt hj\u00e4rta, tankarna som ger min sargade sj\u00e4l ro? Inte vet jag. Inte hittar jag dom. Inte finns dom d\u00e4r n\u00e4r jag beh\u00f6ver. Molv\u00e4rken i min mage. Det stressade hj\u00e4rtat i min kropp. Hur f\u00e5r jag [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[100,101],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11783"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11783"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11792,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11783\/revisions\/11792"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}