{"id":10615,"date":"2010-04-25T12:00:34","date_gmt":"2010-04-25T11:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=10615"},"modified":"2010-04-25T12:02:57","modified_gmt":"2010-04-25T11:02:57","slug":"sondag-gra","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?p=10615","title":{"rendered":"Svart s\u00f6ndag"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Alla dagar \u00e4r inte bra dagar. En del \u00e4r mer gr\u00e5 \u00e4n andra trots att solen p\u00e5 himlen glimtar till ibland. Vissa dagar \u00e4r avgrundssvarta &#8211; till synes utan anledning. Till synes ja, f\u00f6r inte visar man upp sitt inre? Inte sl\u00e4nger man fram sin trasiga sj\u00e4l till allm\u00e4n besk\u00e5dan?<a rel=\"attachment wp-att-10616\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=10616\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-10616\" title=\"Svart moln\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Svart-moln.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"104\" height=\"104\" \/><\/a>Inte jag.<\/p>\n<p>Men nu. Idag. H\u00e4r hemma. Hos mig sj\u00e4lv. Hopkrupen i ett h\u00f6rn. D\u00e5 r\u00e4mnar allt. T\u00e5rarna rinner. M\u00f6rkret \u00e4r totalt kolsvart.<\/p>\n<p>Tvingar mig att gl\u00e4dja er l\u00e4sare lite i alla fall. Men n\u00e5gra krokus&#8230; <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-10617\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=10617\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10617\" title=\"vita krokus och en myra\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/vita-krokus-och-en-myra-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"210\" height=\"158\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/vita-krokus-och-en-myra-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/vita-krokus-och-en-myra-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 210px) 100vw, 210px\" \/><\/a> P\u00e5 blomman l\u00e4ngst ner till v\u00e4nster kryper en liten myra.<\/p>\n<p>Och h\u00e4r &#8211; ett bi som suger nektar ur krokusblomman: <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-10618\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=10618\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10618\" title=\"Bi i vit krokus\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Bi-i-vit-krokus-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"210\" height=\"158\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Bi-i-vit-krokus-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Bi-i-vit-krokus-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 210px) 100vw, 210px\" \/><\/a> Bilder fr\u00e5n ig\u00e5r &#8211; f\u00f6rst\u00e5s. Idag blir inga glada, fina foton tagna. Idag \u00e4r sorg, f\u00f6rtvivlan och dystra tankar.<\/p>\n<p>Inga debatter. Ingen kamp p\u00e5 barrikaderna. Ingenting.<\/p>\n<p>Men en blomma i mitt f\u00f6nster f\u00e5r mig att lyfta blicken lite. <a rel=\"attachment wp-att-10619\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/?attachment_id=10619\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-10619\" title=\"Amaryllis utslagen\" src=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Amaryllis-utslagen-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Amaryllis-utslagen-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/wp-content\/uploads\/2010\/04\/Amaryllis-utslagen-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Alla dagar \u00e4r inte bra dagar. En del \u00e4r mer gr\u00e5 \u00e4n andra trots att solen p\u00e5 himlen glimtar till ibland. Vissa dagar \u00e4r avgrundssvarta &#8211; till synes utan anledning. Till synes ja, f\u00f6r inte visar man upp sitt inre? Inte sl\u00e4nger man fram sin trasiga sj\u00e4l till allm\u00e4n besk\u00e5dan?Inte jag. Men nu. Idag. H\u00e4r [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[100,101],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10615"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10615"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10615\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10625,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10615\/revisions\/10625"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10615"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10615"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.filindeblogg.nu\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10615"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}